Once

The realization of seeing beyond the surface of you

Feeling beyond the immediate

A pull so natural that my body wants to surrender…

Itself.

Complexity and chaos

That is so simple.

I’m able to think.

I sit in the eye of the storm.

It didn’t exist before…

I wonder…

With all my contained free will, if letting go will bring me to hedonism

Or if it’ll bring me closer to being whole.