I smash a cap on my head and R U N out breathing shallow air hoping to hell that i make it the few feet to the car as I duck my head in punctured jelly moons leak over sleeping silkworms some call it charming fat, like some coveted sports car the deep loathing of my permanent smiling eyes…through all internal seasons F L O W I N G silent glass snakes s s reaching trembling chin falling like stones off a cliff into black cotton sea quaking collar bones S T A I N I N G like linseed oil on paint I steady my breath and hit send ring ring ring ring someone picks up. relief… words in some particular order were said It never mattered anyhow I end the call muscle memory- foot on brake, index on press to start simultaneously the car rumbles to life like a well oiled hinge Bluetooth plays... today it was Time Flies- Seb Wery composer Pianist - piano keys crashed into atmospheric emotion storm blue waves well up like Vomit my foot hits the gas pedal I’m gone and it erupts Volcano like relentless release searing through E v e r y t h i n g lungs burn chest ache the world is blurring by a tragically pretty, hazy, Monoclastic world somehow I make it through the black and white avant garde reel I park I breathe I looked the wild thing in the eyes splotchy red skin, puffy orbital, water retained nostrils Persephone’s winter… some inner voice whispers don’t forget the lip balm - went for the jugular nothing I’m not used to hands smooth down dark chocolate hair under cerulean blue cap At the very least, the embroidered blinding daisy and the words All Good.
Layered Fragments, Becoming Whole 