Layered Fragments, Becoming Whole

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matty

Little pen tip scribbles
In loops on lined paper
Touching the top and bottom of the faded blue rule
A bit cursive,
Some letters squeezed fast,
dropped onto a conveyor belt
bouncing into too tight sweaters
like extended family members at a house warming party
Sticky collars of craning necks b e g g i n g
For refreshments
Eyes spilling juice,
peeping toms
Over at the neighbor's fire lit roof

Reflecting in skylight window beams
trailing off…
And down brownstone s t e p s
Hooking around city avenue curves
Slowing down
To reach concrete sidewalk
Hitting straight into the night of the city's
h e a t
Starting then
s t o p p i n g
My mind wanders to a freshly laundered
pope gown
In a sauna
Sweat saturated into porous linen,
s t a i n i n g
settling into the frame,
Flesh against transparent wet
Soft black spreading to…
My cheeks are f l u s h, so I write
Names of poets
Past and present
A cleansing mantra
And here it is again
Drawing the shape of the ache in my chest
On the margins, grammar school crush
That warm halo right here.
B e a t i n g
Steady, as I smile
half in a dream,
I run the ball point
D o w n
spines of books
The roll
R o l l i n g
Smooth criminal on canvas fabric
Soft zippers
The muted fall of dyes
hitting a padded surface
Full stop.

Wanting to hear your voice.