Layered Fragments, Becoming Whole

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Milkhouse

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I lower myself onto the couch 
Feline like
pink paws r e a c h i n g for the walls
Folding back slowly in mid air
Hips tucking
Then P u s h i n g into smooth leather
Only for fingers to trace down e x p o s e d
Thigh
then, running up and hooking
small lace
to r e s t
At the c u s p of skins
Feeling d e e p

My eyes drift to the wall of oil paintings
Illuminated by dim copper light
H e l d

They seem to breathe
Into my sorrow
Like worn linens
Dialing a familiar number on my body’s p u l l to
E a t

The ambiance set
By the one nude woman in the lower
Left hemisphere
She barely turns to look past her shoulder
Eyes down
I’m stuck there,
moved by how gentle it all is,
Life
So full and so bleak

I imagined
You sitting there, back pressed against that wall
Chest bare, facing me
effusive eyes
Drawing me in
A quiet smile tugging at lips like an airy dream
One arm perched on the table
elbow t o u c h in g wood
your legs crossed at the ankles like drapes
F a l l i n g over the e d g e from being too l o n g

Our eyes meet
gazing at each other
from that short distance
Past and present
Motionless
Speaking in vibrations
Only we can hear

As our eyes c l o s e in tears