Layered Fragments, Becoming Whole

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Act III Inevitable Samsara

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Muted zipper of a wet suit moving  
notch by notch, all the way to the top
Thin breathing space between man-made and flesh
made possible through escaped air
At the collar

A deep dive
Cold plunge closing the gap
Becoming skin
As rubber flippers morph into webbed toes

Swimming
into
the deep blue

Body becomes wave
underwater
R i p p l i n g soft
a life in oxygen measures
Secured by
gentle elongated dolphin kicks
Brushing against
Vibrational suspension, holding

A tick of the gauge
Breaks the barrier against the current
Moving Deeper
Clear liquid gives way to black, blue sea
deeper still
Pressure of gravity
p u s h i n g down on shoulder blades,
a weighted blanket wrapped to s i n k
me

let go…

Deep sleep swirls onto temples,
eyes barely open
start to c l o s e
Heartbeat giving up control
Slackens slowing
Fingers release palms heavy
Easing into a waif-like horizontal half orb
floating past zero
As a tether appears--pure silver thread
catching light tied to limp wrists

let go…

Of this vision created
He is
of a past life
crossing into the present

Let go…

Of loving him