Layered Fragments, Becoming Whole

3am 
whoooop whoop whoop 
Flickering Lights 
on 
ceiling, 
red, blue, double flash 

I'm awake 
shallow breathing
Walls too close for comfort 
Chest pains 
drenched in sweat 
slime creeps down 
Noise from upstairs, 
Creaking bed frame
eek eek 
tentative, 
then 
excessive, 
EEKEEKEEK 
loud moans, 
they are fucking 
just scream, 
bitch. 
i bring myself back inside 
only for mind to 
Nurse, 
Jarring, 
thoughts. 
Encased in plexiglass insanity 
Body limp, steamed broccoli
knocked out feeling's eye 
Dazed. 

 Then, 
 Anger. 

 Harpooning, 
 cracked self. 
 thop thop 
 Thopthopthop 
 Mind Fuck. 
 Keep Fucking. 

 Booming fists pounding 
 Door 
 opens 

 Solid shoes inside 
 Panic
 Carly? 

 Silence 

 CARLY NOW 
 Ah, damn it. 
 I'm coming mother